16 Year Marriage
Here I go. I was raised LDS in a large family that is very strong in the church. I lost my way when I was 12, when I went through extreme bullying. I took it all inward and little did I know how traumatic that experience was. As I grew up, I had a very hard time feeling worthy, and I struggled with even going to school because of the anxiety of walking the halls. I eventually had my first boyfriend at 17 and he was a badboy that was charming. I got into drinking and within 1-1/2 years, I was an active alcoholic, didn't graduate high school and got pregnant. I did raise Trey living with my parents, working at a television station, and still trying to grow up as a single mom. Treys father went to Prison for drugs. For some reason or another, I had thought I could help Treys father, but instead he just pulled me down further. In 2013 I was finally at the end of this 6 year "on and off" toxic relationship with Treys father. I had just moved to Nevada in this small town call
